A war you can't win and a war you can't lose.
Romans 6: 17 But thanks be to God that, though you used to be slaves to sin, you have come to obey from your heart the pattern of teaching that has now claimed your allegiance.
"...to be a real ingredient in the divine happiness, to be loved by God, not merely pitied, but delighted in as an artist delights in his work or a father in a son — it seems impossible, a weight or burden of glory which our thoughts can hardly sustain. But so it is.” -C.S. Lewis, The Weight of Glory
1 Timothy 4:11 Prescribe and teach these things. 12 Let no one look down on your youthfulness, but rather in speech, conduct, love, faith and purity, show yourself an example of those who believe.
The promise of a peaceful and quiet life is yours.
If you've ever been told to "let your conscience be your guide" you need to listen to this.